My forgiveness allowed me to ask from my parents what I needed
most. A deepseated belief had been
overwhelming to me, a belief that I had been born cursed to be evil, a
Romans 9:22 ...
vessel of wrath fitted to destruction...
like Cain or Esau.
I asked
my parents to remove this curse. The turning point came in our relationship.
Together, they said, "We remove the curse."
Now I trust the blessing they offer.
The misperception that came between us, that I was unloved and had to
prove my worth, that I could not trust them, has been worked through.
10 I will greatly rejoice in the LORD, my soul shall be joyful in my God; for he hath clothed me with the garments of salvation, he hath covered me with the robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decketh himself with ornaments, and as a bride adorneth herself with her jewels.