I believed my worth was proven through
my right or, mostly, wrong actions. I did not grasp the intrinsic value of my
soul in God's eyes, demonstrated in the Lamb's Blood purchase of his Bride,
whom He Himself clothes in His own Righteousness. My heart of fear drove me
into a legalistic mindset of earning GodŐs love.
This is an impossible task, focusing on the failing self instead of the
Perfect Substitute.
16 For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it:
thou delightest not in burnt offering.
17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and
a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise.