Three areas molding my unique perspective:

• Schzophrenic thought deviance

• Scholastic aptitude and experience

• Childhood conditions and isolation

Who was I and Who am I now?

my experience as a member of Grace Covenant Church.

Read and listen to all that I have shared with my church here.

Experience the ceremony performed by the church to welcome me, here.

My words on "What it means to me to become part of this congregation."  I describe the decision to apply for membership as being part of a history going back nine years to my fearful flight from Columbia, when I met the Spirit of Christ, the living, risen Christ, conquorer of death, instead of dogma about him which I had rejected, for secular, psychological humanism, saying, with feeling, "the Universe takes care of people like me."  God wanted to make himself personal to me then. Since, my life has been changing from fearful to joyful, as I look to the Savior, instead of my own heart, which I cannot keep.

my mathematical reasoning...

Loose associations are an example of schizophrenic thought. Here is a mixture of loose philosophical associations tied to detailed mathematical models through metaphorical assumptions.  The philosophical questions lead to a lot of thinking outside the box and yield rich patterns in the math, which cannot always be re-interpreted into the philosophical framework.

Abstract

A mathematical treatment of the idea that within you is a reflection of everything in the holographic universe...

First, the unit circle is taken to represent an individual object or being, having within, without, and a boundary.

Second, a relationship is defined corresponding each point without to a point within the unit circle. Essentially,  this relationship is the reciprical along the line to the origin.

In this model, information approaches infinite density near the origin center of the unit circle, reciprical of points more and more distant, when it appears to be equally distributed across the without. A mapping is created by which points within the unit circle take up an equal region as those from the without of the unit circle. This distorts the information density of the points scattered without, but makes the information density within reflect the density without.

Several features visible in the mapping are demonstrated, with open-ended philosophical interpretation.

The entire paper as Webpages, or a PDF file.

a related though even rougher paper:

The Exponential function in the Complex plane with applications of the unit circle and the reciprical relationship. difficulty to explore: high.

my abstract art:

see the front page,

and also see...

• An example of psychotic writing in colored pencil.  Explanations of the meaning are still in the process of clarification.

• A poem of my own to read, buried in the details. On math, ideals, childhood and truth.

• My Independence Day blog.  Several notions of independence are compared; Interdependence is ignored.

Your feedback is requested.

Email: Dialogue@SpiritualSurvivalSociety.org.  Just Now,  Just Josh.

Hippie and Christian, Christian and Sufi.